Dear Kiara.

I love how you message me on tumblr all the time, I really miss you out of everyone there. I feel bad I just left outta no where. I don’t want you to move, because I’ll regret not seeing you at all before you move. Remember when before Justin moved I spent all my time with him, well i wanted to do that for you as well… but I guess not because I don’t live there anymore.. I miss you, christina, EVEN GAY ASS JEFFERY. i  miss certain people there. I love you too love bug (:

I don’t give a fuck what anyone says.

I dropped out of school, yes. I work at Wendys,yes. I moved to the Ocean front, yes. I live with my boyfriend. and I’m completely happy. All you people can keep thinking I fucked my life up, and I’m always gonna work in fast food. I could care less. You aren’t anyone important in my life, I think it’s pretty funny. You can say all you want, don’t make a difference to me none. But I will say this only. How can you just say stupid shit to me over the internet, when I hardly get on my tumblr? I mean i would respect you enough if you told me straight up? lol 

ANYWAYS.

Things are going well for me at the moment, I’m working a lot. and I’m not gonna let anyone’s negativity ruin it for me. I can make my own mistakes. that’s what PEOPLE do in life. and if anyone thinks at any time they are so perfect . you can kiss my ass, because when anyones say that, i just think of them as a joke.

okay venting is over (:

New job

WENDYS. 

WASS GOOD? (:

Yesterday, i had a lot of fun with Kiara. (:

What a day I have had.

I didn’t even want to get up this morning. But I knew I had to. I don’t even straighten my hair anymore, from what I hear everyone says I look “Better” with my curly hair. So I’m gonna stop being hard headed and leave it. Algebra is getting on my nerves, I mean I actually like the people in the class now, But I’m to behind to even try now. I can’t stand my A day lunch anymore, seriously.. How can some people be so ignorant? I mean come on, you might not know me or Leslie.. But YOU don’t have to move tables when your whole table has pretty much no one. I mean it kind of hurt my feelings in a way.. Just a lot of people at Salem are so god damn ignorant. I try my best to be nice to everyone, I really do. Because this is my outlook on this, If someone doesn’t really know anyone at Salem, I try and be nice and let them sit with me anywhere. I mean maybe that’s just me. But seriously, you don’t gotta move just because someone sits at your table. That’s fucked up. 

OH YEAH, today reminded me of why I NEVER liked smoking cigerates. Taste so fucking nasty, it’s unreal. 

I had an amazing weekend, I really did. 

Spent a little more time with my baby today, he had off work. 

I watched my Dad have a seizure today, because of his breathing. I didn’t know what to do, Plus i was high. I never seen him do that before. Even if I do hate my dad, He is my blood, and I willl always care about him.

andheregoesgoodbye-deactivated2 asked: lol 'bum @ da beach' he was neva bumm

Welll you know, some people liked to call him that for some ass reason

My boyfriend got a job today, hell yeaaaaaaaaah. 

I’m very proud of him <3 

Now for all these assholes out there can’t say I date a bum at the beach.

TRY AGAIN (:

This has been the worst week of my life, seriously. I can’t do anything right, just like EVERYONE seems to say anyways. Like damn, thanks for sharing. SO when I got home early from school my “SISTER” Lindsey was there getting her baby. Then my “MOM” decides start shit with me and oh Lindsey too. I willl never forgive them. Lindsey said she was gonna break my jaw? Oh really know, how about you fix your fucked up teeth before you say shit to me. She doesn’t even know me at all and “I’m a fuck up?” How about no, because at least I have a plan in life. YOU, no you were with a man for 10 years that only used you bitch, you should of stayed there no one wants your ugly ass anyways. SHE GOT SO CLOSE TO MY FACE, AND PUSHED ME. Then i said if you lay a hand on me i will put you in jail, how you like them apples? I don’t care about anyone anymore but my boyfriend. He was there for me through all the pain I have been going through. 

• failed all classes
• I gotta really drop out now
• I have no idea if I can even live with my sister (Trinity) in the summer now
• Either way I have to move
• I don’t wanna move with my moms boyfriend, I don’t even know him…
• I need a REAL job.
• I need my permit
• GED
• I feel like everything is falling a part.
• I feel depressed, Have been for awhile now
• I’m done with Lindsey
• I’m done caring about EVERYONE, but my boyfriend . if you think I care about you, HA you have another thing comming.
• I’M OVER IT ALL, no one is really there for me when I thought they were.

Just saying.

If you DON’T follow me, and I don’t follow you?

Then why the fuck you do look at my blog? I mean damn, i don’t even look at YOUR shit what so ever.

Have fun. My boyfriend will not fight you, because I fucking said so. So if you really wanna see him, welll you’re shit out of luck. 

Oh how i love L.j(:

BTW THE BOWL IS BLACK.

Who wants to fight someone over a bowl, LOLOLL I’M WEAK.